the crowds are catching on to the self-afflicted song
well here we go again, the art of acting weak
fall in love to fail, to boost your CD sales
and that CD sells yeah what a hit, you got to repeat it
you gotta sink to swim
First you don't, you don't succeed
you gotta recreate your misery
cause we all know art is hard
young artists have gotta starve
try and fail and try again
the comforts of repetition
keep churnin' out those hits
till its all the same old shit
Oh, a second verse
well color me fatigued
I'm hiding in the leaves
in the CD jacket sleeves
tired of entertaining
some double-dipped meaning
a soft served analogy
those drunken angry slur
in 31 flavors
you gotta sink gotta sink gotta sink to swim
immerse yourself in rejection
regurgitate some sorry tale
about a boy who sells his love affairs
Gotta fake (fake) fake (fake) fake the pain
gotta make (make) make (make) make a scene
gotta break (break) break (break) break a leg
when you get on stage and they scream your name
oh cursive is so cool!
You gotta sink gotta sink gotta sink to swim
impersonate greater persons
cause we all know art is hard
when we don't know who we are"
-Cursive, Art is Hard ([link] )
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I love that... "We all know art is hard, when we don't know who we are."
I'm behind on commenting on deviations. Sorry. But I'm adamant on giving each one the view it deserves. So you may get comments on work you put up a while ago.
I worry about that... when I'm happy again - will my art stop. It has before. There are HUGE gaps. I guess that's the difference between an artist and someone who uses art as a cure. A crutch. I don't think I could make it in the art field - doing art on demand for money.
Also - that's the second time I've done that (hit enter instead of shift and send a journal entry without finishing it.) Sorry about that.
Also also - honest art is always better than pretty art.
"You've got to sink to swim" (Cursive)
"Nobody gets to where they are without a fight" (The Hedrons)









and i really like this
alot
even if it wasnt
it looks like a big reply to my journal
so i kinda thank you alot for that.
even if its unintentional
<3
You definitely spawned this thought process.
I was sitting there writing what I did to you... and then I completely realized that I should take some of my own advice.
It's like... I'm releasing emotion in tight measured amounts - I'm afraid I'll run out. You know? My work is too tight and too clean.
So at another person's recommendation, I'm taking an art day this Sat. And hopefully you'll see some different kind of stuff from me. I hope people will still like it. But I know that's not the point. <3
So thank YOU!
one of my poems for enlgish say that to be happy is to be unhuman.
-thomas gray.
just so you know. hahahaha. i feel smart, but im sure thats wrong anyways.
:'( i am so sad with exams. i'll miss you for the 4 days before i come back
<3
And you are smart.
And YAY!!! Happy Birthday! (early) I hope you have a lovely day... and that it' so wonderful that you're "unhuman". hehe.
I think I'm going to use that now... instead of happy.
*dances*
I love Cursive. I think they're pretty brilliant.
I typically draw more whenever I'm in the dumps as well, because I need something to get me through the day. I need something that will hug me back. Now I just draw because I want to, no matter the feeling.
I love what you've put up here (in this journal and your art
Its...Its being dumbed down.
Like the word 'awesome' for instance.
Awesome was something so moving that it was terrifying, and usually this is only used in a religious sense in angels, demons, gods, ect.
Now it just means 'cool'.
-shakes head- Cutting isn't good, but cutting without a cause? That...that just kills me a little bit
Haha... I never thought about "awesome" like that. I'll have to be sure to use it correctly now. I don't think I say it too often, amazing - I say that one waaay too much.
As for cutting without a cause... I don't think anyone really does that to be honest. Even if it's for attention. Sometimes I wonder if those kinds of people are really worse off. You know? If you're *that* attention starved then something is definitely wrong.
<3
*hugs*
Hope you're doing well.
i can't word that to not sound wierd, but i mean it in a concerned(?) way!
xx